Ch-ch-changes

Wow, I haven't been keeping up on this blog as much as I should.  I guess it's because I haven't had much to say, but something has changed recently in my life.  J. and I are taking a break.  I've decided that for right now I just want to be a single girl.  I'm young and independent and ever since I started dating (at 17), I've been in a relationship, so for now I just want to enjoy the single life.  That may or may not include seeing other guys, but if it does it won't be anything serious.  Does that seem weird to you all?  Of the people I've talked to some get it and some don't.

So anyway, it's been about a week now since I've had sex.  That's the longest I've gone without it in a long time now.  I guess maybe some people out there are thinking I'm pretty spoiled, and you're right, I am.  It will be interesting to see how long I can go.  Last night I was really craving it but was determined not to turn to J. for it.  I am stronger than that!  What I did was I actually tried masturbating.  Haven't done that in a while.  I was able to orgasm, but just once and it's like, a third of the intensity of the orgasms that I have with J.  So that's disappointing.  I do need something to get me through this time though...so I'm thinking that I may actually take a second look at that book that I reviewed and see if I can glean some tips from it that will help make solo sex more enjoyable for me.  I'll let you know how it goes. :)

By the way, I know I've mentioned my love of erotica on here before, but I wanted to share one of my favorite sites if any other readers enjoy it as well.  The site is called Jonathan Philips Erotica and this guy is good.  I originally found him on Lusty Library, but he made this site where he's posted all his stories and it's really great.  Check it out for some highly enticing reading.